How To Grieve
Vacuum. Vacuum vacuum vacuum. Make deep noises from your chest, shoot noise out of yourself, worry about words later later laterrr latbl#ch96@. Later is totally coming.
Toast, and toast often. Toast whatever, you don’t have to get through this without a crutch. Go ahead and lean. On a vacuum. Clean the fuck out of everything. Be high or drunk or both. Text your friends, and text often. Don’t text anyone you are dating. Don’t. Stop it. Nothing they say will be good enough.
Ask for help. Ask for help. Ask for help. Ask for help. But not from anyone you are dating. Ask your friends. Ask your parents. Watch the stupidest movies, with a pizza. Get tears on everything.